Being
daughter to an established animator, how did this influence
your decision to become an artist?
I
was only around animation during my early childhood, but the
idea that one could be an artist, that this was a viable option,
was impressed upon me. My father and I used to draw together;
this was an everyday activity in our home, and seemed extremely
important. I never even considered going into animation, or
even really expressed an interest in animated films, but hanging
around the background painters in his studio may have sparked
an interest in painted landscape early on. The decision was
not whether to become an artist, but rather what type of artist
to be. Painting was inevitable.
How
did animation influence your style, technique, or approach to
drawing and painting?
I
do occasionally look at animation backgrounds as reference for
a sort of stylization of the landscape, but beyond that it doesn’t
really affect my approach to my work. I suppose that growing
up around that genre set a very high standard for drawing, especially
the figure. My current work has virtually nothing to do with
animation, but it may creep in subconsciously….
Talk
about the series of paintings that you have been working on
recently.
The
new paintings question modes of representation in painting and
photography. I suppose the paintings are a new sort of photorealism,
one that talks more about optics than reality. I am interested
in the difference between the photographic image and the painted
image, and hope that hybridizing the two will reveal the trappings
of these mediums, and that a third thing will happen. My photography
strives to function as painting, and my paintings look photographic.
I’m interested in the difference. It makes you question
how you look at photography, how you look at abstraction, and
makes you reconsider representation.
You
have been traveling, and working on murals. Talk about your
role in the production off the murals, and how it affects your
own work.
The
murals are collaborative; done in teams of really great painters,
who each have their own stylistic differences. The loss of autonomy
that happens is wonderful as a balance to my private practice,
which is extremely controlled and isolated. Collaborating is
a great way to keep my skills up, the competition motivates
me and humbles me simultaneously. When I come back to the studio,
my view is expanded, and I can look at my work with a new perspective.
What
are the biggest pressures that you face as an artist and how do
you deal with them?
Sometimes
there isn’t any money. But other than that, it’s
the best way to be. My concept of work is very different from
most people. I make all the decisions, set my own schedule,
make my own rules. As a painter, I feel directly connected with
my product. This is very little technology between me and the
piece. It’s very analog, something that’s pretty
rare these days. And while I’m working, I feel a sense
of purpose, like I’m on a mission. The best thing is,
the journey never ends. I wouldn’t have it any other way.